So I have been debating whether to post my experiences or keep them private. I feel too many emotions and dont want to be too real or anything. I dont have that knack for writing like some people do. I feel that I do need to document but am afraid it will be too raw. So I wait until its not raw anymore and then go back and forth wondering if I should. I really feel that people are judging me and thinking I am a drama queen so I dont blog. Any thoughts?
As of October 12th my criminal case was dropped. Now this is a miracle in my eyes. Every person in the court building that had ANYTHING to do with my case helped me so much. I dont know why but every person I talked to whether it was at the counter clerk or courtroom, helped me. So lucky me I was able to walk out and not have to worry about this ever again.
So I am back home now, I have my freedom. I have a stronger testimony, a new church calling, and I have a whole new outlook on life.
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For me I blog as my journal and maybe let people know more about the real me. It's a personal thing, and you need to only do it for you. I know nothing about what you are going through....just that you are struggling. I hate that. I think you are the greatest and I always loved just how happy and spunky you are. I hope you find yourself HAPPY again even if its a few sad frustrating posts down the road. So thankful to hear you are growing from this! Love you!
ReplyDeleteI really like blogging about bits and pieces of my life - and I don't care about judgemental people!
ReplyDeleteI didn't know about your crime case - but I'm glad it's behidf you!
I always love it when you blog, it's practically the only time I get to hear from you!I am so glad everything worked out - of course everyone at the courthouse was nice to you, you are wonderful and people can tell. Love you! And those hooter hats are awesome.
ReplyDeleteI find that the more raw things I share, whether through talking or blogging, the more people I reach. Most people are afraid to let on that their life is crazy, or sad, or horrific, but when I'm open about my crazy, sad, horrific life then they feel that they can let down a little too. You'll share what you need to - you'll know when it's right. Keep pluggin' away, girl; you have a whole lot of people that love you! Keep shining!
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